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May 26, 2009

i thought i was gonna die.

Filed under: about me, salad days — Tags: , — R @ 4:45 pm

..okay, maybe i exaggerate it a bit too much but seriously though, i did though i was gonna die. definitely the worst night of my life so far.

so, i’ve been sick these couple days. nothing serious though, just sore throat, flu, mild fever, and cough. i could say i’m familiar with those all because i seem to be getting those a lot. anyway, yesterday was a little bit different though.

i couldn’t sleep. i had trouble breathing normally i had to breathe through my mouth. my body felt like it was burning i could swear my feet was on fire. oh, and i began hearing voices. it was scary.

i tried fixing my pillow and blanket to help make myself feel better but it didn’t help. in fact, i felt worse. so i got out of my bed, went to the dining room, and prepared myself a loaf of bread with chocolate topping and a glass of water. i’m not even sure myself why i did that but that’s what i did, out of nowhere. i sat there quietly, ate my bread, drank my water, and went back to bed after.

i felt a little bit better but not for long. i curled in my bed, blanket covering my whole body, and then… i started praying. …yea, i just prayed. and prayed, and prayed, and prayed, and somehow i managed to fall asleep.

i woke up this morning, feeling much, much, much better than last night. apparently i’m not dead yet. and i’m so thankful for that.

May 23, 2009

Bad day.

Filed under: photography, salad days — Tags: , — R @ 2:00 am

Bad Day

You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

May 16, 2009

my date of birth.

Filed under: about me — Tags: , — R @ 1:38 am

from http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

Birth

  • You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Libra.
  • Your Life path number is 8.
  • The moon’s phase on the day you were born was waning crescent.
  • Your birth flower is Aster.
  • Your birthstone is Sapphire, Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli.
  • Your birth tree is Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary.
  • Your Native American Zodiac sign is Raven.
  • Your plant is Ivy.

Dates

  • The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 24 Muharram 1407 (1407-1-24).
  • Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar (you were born after sundown) is 26 Elul 5746.
  • The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446702.5.
  • The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.13.6.18 which is
    12 baktun 18 katun 13 tun 6 uinal 18 kin.
  • You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach,
    the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence – Fertile soil).
  • Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/9/1986 and ending 1/28/1987.
  • You were born in the Chinese year of the Tiger.

Life Path Compatibility

  • You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
  • You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.
  • You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
  • You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9.

As of 5/15/2009 1:18:19 PM EDT

  • You are 22 years old.
  • You are 272 months old.
  • You are 1,180 weeks old.
  • You are 8,264 days old.
  • You are 198,349 hours old.
  • You are 11,900,958 minutes old.
  • You are 714,057,499 seconds old.

Luck

  • Your lucky day is Friday.
  • Your lucky number is 6.
  • Your ruling planet(s) is Venus.
  • Your lucky dates are 6th, 15th, 24th.
  • Your opposition sign is Aries.
  • Your opposition number(s) is 9.

There are 137 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 23 candles.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Plan for many pleasures ahead.

Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgement.

i always find this kind of information to be interesting. :D

my name.

Filed under: about me — Tags: , — R @ 1:25 am

from http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 69
There are 7 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 6

The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.

The expression or destiny for #6:
The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.

The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.

If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it’s quite likely that you worry much too much.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don’t know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don’t easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

to my surprise, the result is actually pretty accurate though some are still debatable because i don’t find myself that way. :D funny how there’s so much that can be told from a name. :)

May 15, 2009

good news.

Filed under: salad days — Tags: , — R @ 12:43 pm

the doctor come with CT scan result and he said there’s nothing serious happening. there’s a small dot but it’s not life threatening. there are still some visits required later to check and monitor the recovery but he’s definitely better. not to mention he could go home today. that’s totally a relief. it’s even better than what i expect. :)

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