abis baca bukunya casseybunn yang berjudul “Letters, Stories, and Dreams” saya jadi terinspirasi buat mulai nulis blog lagi. kenapa? soalnya tiba-tiba saya merasa sayang aja, kayanya banyak deh pengalaman yg sebenernya menarik buat diceritain (ato buat dibaca ulang lagi belakangan) tapi semua tampak berlalu begitu aja cuma karena saya malas untuk sekedar mengetikkannya dan nge-post di blog. mungkin kalo saya rajin dari dulu, saya udah dideketin penerbit dan nerbitin buku tuh kaya cassey. *ngarep.ngimpi.com*
ya sudahlah, yang berlalu biarkan berlalu. daripada meratapi yang lewat-lewat, mending saya mulai lagi aja dari awal. mungkin udah banyak kejadian menarik yang terlewat buat diceritain tapi saya yakin ke depannya akan ada lebih banyak lagi kejadian menarik jadi mari kita mulai! (’kita’ di situ maksudnya saya tentu saja.)
oh iya, hari ini saya interview buat mengisi posisi lighting assistant-nya NPM! sempet grogi sih tadi (kayanya saya selalu grogi sih kalo interview-interview gitu, cih) tapi senangnya karena ternyata saya lolos ke masa percobaan aka probation! ..mungkin sebenernya semua lolos, saya aja yang kegeeran. anyway, tomorrow is the first day and i have a photoshoot to attend to. antara seneng, takut, deg-degan, campur aduk. doakan saya berhasil. :D
i’m talking about the movie in case you’re wondering (though with all these hype i highly doubt that). just watched the movie, past 1 AM here, and i just have to turn on my computer and write something about it.

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if you know me, you probably know that i very rarely said that so yes, it’s that good (well, at least for me). i put it on a pedestal because it’s in a different league from all those movies i’m crazy about. (August Rush, I Am Sam, and Ratatouille to name a few.)
maybe it’s because i don’t even see the trailer or read the movie review/synopsis. maybe it’s because i went in with an empty cup, no expectation whatsoever though i’ve heard people talking about how good it is but that’s it. maybe it’s because i can understand the kind of work that went into it and the kind of standard needed to achieve that kind of result. maybe it’s because i love nature and i can easily find a personal connection between and the movie. maybe it’s simply because the movie is just so fucking awesome. ..or maybe it’s because all those maybes i mentioned.
i don’t know, i don’t care. all i know, all i care, is that the movie is just.. WOW. damn, i’m so and still in awe i don’t know what to say! if you haven’t seen it then what are you waiting for, go get a ticket and see it! highly recommended.
a frickin’ 10/10.
okay, off to bed now. see you in Pandora.
there are so many things that i want to do. planning a photoshoot. making photomanipulations. designing my own website. starting a blog. writing a story. drawing. swimming. sometimes i feel like i’m missing a lot. can’t help but think “what happened?”. growing up is not easy. i should have known. :)
gosh it’s graduation day again already! i can still remember mine when i stood there in their place. feels like it happened just yesterday. funny how time seems to fly. :D (more…)
agak2 telat nih bikin postingannya, tapi daripada tidak sama sekali mending telat kan? hehe. (more…)