Recto Verso

May 26, 2009

i thought i was gonna die.

Filed under: about me, salad days — Tags: , — R @ 4:45 pm

..okay, maybe i exaggerate it a bit too much but seriously though, i did though i was gonna die. definitely the worst night of my life so far.

so, i’ve been sick these couple days. nothing serious though, just sore throat, flu, mild fever, and cough. i could say i’m familiar with those all because i seem to be getting those a lot. anyway, yesterday was a little bit different though.

i couldn’t sleep. i had trouble breathing normally i had to breathe through my mouth. my body felt like it was burning i could swear my feet was on fire. oh, and i began hearing voices. it was scary.

i tried fixing my pillow and blanket to help make myself feel better but it didn’t help. in fact, i felt worse. so i got out of my bed, went to the dining room, and prepared myself a loaf of bread with chocolate topping and a glass of water. i’m not even sure myself why i did that but that’s what i did, out of nowhere. i sat there quietly, ate my bread, drank my water, and went back to bed after.

i felt a little bit better but not for long. i curled in my bed, blanket covering my whole body, and then… i started praying. …yea, i just prayed. and prayed, and prayed, and prayed, and somehow i managed to fall asleep.

i woke up this morning, feeling much, much, much better than last night. apparently i’m not dead yet. and i’m so thankful for that.

May 25, 2009

Evgeny Kissin – Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto No.2 I. Moderato

Filed under: about me, salad days, videos — Tags: , , — R @ 7:13 pm

nothing beats listening to classical music when i’m sick.
it’s my own personal therapy.
wonderful pianist, beautiful song.

May 23, 2009

Bad day.

Filed under: photography, salad days — Tags: , — R @ 2:00 am

Bad Day

You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

May 15, 2009

good news.

Filed under: salad days — Tags: , — R @ 12:43 pm

the doctor come with CT scan result and he said there’s nothing serious happening. there’s a small dot but it’s not life threatening. there are still some visits required later to check and monitor the recovery but he’s definitely better. not to mention he could go home today. that’s totally a relief. it’s even better than what i expect. :)

May 13, 2009

a day at the hospital.

Filed under: salad days — Tags: , — R @ 10:59 pm

so i just got news this noon that my father is being admitted to a hospital. i was so shocked when i heard the news because when i saw my father in the morning he was doing just fine and he has never been admitted before. it was his work colleagues who brought him to the ICU before because he said he felt a massive pain in his head and he started puking like crazy after that.

the doctor said he maybe suffered a hyper tension because his blood pressure is soaring high and after consulting a neurologist the pain probably caused by a vertigo. the doctor ordered a CT scan tomorrow to make sure that there’s nothing serious happening.

he’s getting better but i know he’s still in pain.
i hope he’s okay. ..no, he will be okay. yes, he will.

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