there’s this stray cat. a cute stray cat. i’ve seen him a couple of times wandering near my house and the front lawn.
today, when i got back home, suddenly he followed me around. i thought, aww how cute. i stopped at the front door to unlock it then he started to rub himself around my feet and even rested his head on my shoe! this has never happened before. i’m not really an animal person though i do like some of them. since my parents don’t like having animals inside the house.
i feel really bad when i closed the door and when i saw him sitting on the doormat because he couldn’t get in i think my heart broke. :( i’m usually not that sentimental especially when it involves animal but he seemed (felt?) different. i really really want to keep him, i wish i could. :((
he's looking at me!
i so want to keep him. T-T
why was he following me? is it because i smell like.. fish or something? :O but i don’t think i smell like fish.. :| also, what should i do? feed him? i’m afraid i might like him too much if i get too close and care for him and when he’s gone i might miss him. he’s a stray cat after all, so i guess he has no trouble living in the outer world, finding his own food and place.. but i feel bad if i just ignore him. yet, i can’t keep him because my parents have explicitly said “no pet allowed”. it’s pretty understandable though since most of us are allergic to fur.. sigh.
i guess this is one of the reason why i want my own place. but how do i get a place of my own when i’m not even sure what to do with my future.
ughh.. now i’m thinking too much again. -_-